Friday evening..finally

the whole week, I was not able to stop by in our kitchen and cook something for myself. Not that I would not have time, I just did not go to kitchen, somehow strange. Ate all possible kinds of food, pizza, business lunch, lunch paid by company, lunch from my colleagues, lunch such as chocolate cakes and choco-capuccino.
Finally Friday, bought some French fries, egg-plant and made some quite delwicious dinner. Drank some proseco and my almost-wife is doing (right now) our library cleaning. Why? After many months (since February) we have a library installed in the flat. It looks incredible, instead of kicking, falling, slipping on books just next to your bed (so when you wake up, you step into book piles), now books are nicely fitted in the library.
A Music Geek. She truly is a music geek. 99.9% of the books in the library are books about music, operas, different styles, Mozart, baroque music and so on. Missing my Dostojevskij, Umberto Eco, Davies, Robert Kagan, Jacque Le Goff and other books which are in my sister's cellar (could not have them fit in our little flat)
One week after vacation. I have survived, I thought it would be a mess in the office, that once I will come there, I will get a heart attack, but suprisingly, it was very smooth and nice start into the time "after vacation"
Greece will meet the bankruptcy, but in a regulated way. The EU finally leaked some more specified steps, how they will save Greece. Two funny things crossed my mind. If they would let Greece for breakdown, the recovery period would be probably 7 years. As they will "save" Greece in the way they plan (banks will pay part of Greece's debts), the recovery is probably to be prolonged to 21 years. Nice way how to "raise" EU being "competitive" (China and India, might be the right time to show teeth and roll over old "wise" continental lady Europa

does life make sense? who knows, we live, eat, smell, see, hear.. some of us even think.. for what? eat more? see more? destroy more? somewhere you can read, that all of us have a purpose, a reason why they are here.. (number of living people is raising dangerously up) some of us think, that they know the reason and they behave so, to fulfill it (call it destiny?)
my wedding will be in autumn this year, a baby might come later on, a house with a tree in the garden, a swing hanging from the limb, kitchen with a big window where sun will shine when my wife will cook, Sunday dinners when all family members must sit at the table 6 o'clock latest and my wife will serve the food. Secret games, letters and hidden treasures thought up in the nights with my wife and then act as pirates for our kids, who will need to find the treasure. Reading books for my own studies, but also for good night of my kids. Herbaceous tee drank by the fire and played games such as Citadela, Dominion, Bang! and others. Saturday morning spent in the house's workshop working with wood. Good lunch in the garden, summer's trips to mountains or lakes. Kisses. Books. Good heart. Friends. And time to time regrets as surely, some mistakes in my life leave scars which can't be undone.