jump in..

sometimes.. you behave like the end of the world is coming tomorrow.. u live.. u life the day like it would be the last one.. no banal, everyday..

i usually use to behave like that in everything.. i know.. i should be more conservative.. i love fully, i let my feelings hit my heart.. even if it is not nice and sometimes i feel sad.. by then.. other days i feel so marvelous that it is worth it..

to get trust.. someone whom i can trust.. someone who would trust me.. confidence.. on the other hand.. risk.. what shall i choose? risk that i will love someone and then after year i will realize that i do not love her anymore? or that she did not love me at all? should i jump in and let my feelings tickle my heart, or should be more conservative till i will know that she is the one?