growing.. changing.. smiling..

i am growing.. in my soul, in my mind.. in my body.. i am changing.. experiences, books, friends.. i am smiling.. weather, joy, life..

who we are? when we feel the joy? when we are happy? i would like to find out, the social behavior.. meaning.. the human.. it is a social animal.. lets say animal, because it is so..
for sure, it is predeterminate.. together the life is more easier.. human is not meant to be alone.. or live alone.. there should be some social cell in us, or rather say, the brain realized, that when we will kill the mammoth, it is better to invite all the friends, because it is impossible to eat the whole mammoth by ourselfs.. and the rest would get to the status of bad meat.. rather split the mammoth.. ensure the friendship and next time, when we will starve, because we did not catch the mammoth this time, our friends will split their mammoth and give us a part..

for sure it is better to live in a group.. from the group there was a bigger group.. a clan.. a village.. a city.. more cities.. the metropolis.. agglomeration.. globalization..

like the life.. once we will die.. renovatio.. renaissance.. ortega y gasset, spencer.. machiavelli.. there is a end.. and new life is born..