night without any dream..

dunno why but i am not such a person who would dream, or at least who would remember the dreams if i would know that i dream. not like my woman who dreams almost every night, who i would say could even analyze the dreams from Jung or Freud point of view.. cannot decide whether i do not have any dreams, or i sleep so deeply that i just do not remember them.. is it so that there are people without any dreams? whose even if they would not sleep deeply would not have any dreams? or it is so that dreams are the most common brain activity over the night and all of us are able to dream?

now crossed my mind that (no more connection with dreams) i have read a great book form John Kennedy Toole. firstly it was 'The neon bible' and then i read his most known book 'A confederacy of dunces' cannot just forget about the masterly sentence connection and pages full of society sarcasm..

then over a weekend i have read 'Interworld' from Neil Gaiman which is a nice story which for me ended too soon, like the authors would not like to extend the story or just play with the great ideas written there more.. which is a pity because i enjoyed that book, though i would say that the aiming field are teenagers

now re-reeding 'Ilias' from Homer.. what a lovely poetry

big bang..

man said that life is like a flower.. i believe that he might read the little prince book.. i belive that life is a never ending story.. like a open book.. different chapters are written by our steps.. there are people who are able to write a book.. those who never tried to write one do not know how difficult it is.. determination.. diligence.. those who did write a book know that it is like giving part of your life to the book.. you left there something.. piece of your soul is 'captured' there.. your words, your story.. your fantasy.. your setup of sentences..

your book is your signature.. same like life.. your life is your signature.. everybody leaves a step in the history time line, it depends just on us how good impression our name in signature will have

back to studies..

it is here.. the most expected moment came and.. (is it really such a awesome moment?) well.. i am a student again.. preparation began in june and now i just need to fulfill my student duties, pass exams and the most important.. to work on my bachelor thesis.. rather start sooner than later.. hmm, thinkin about some topic from symbolism field..

this is a chapter i let open and which needs to be closed.. same like many other chapters in my life.. i need to take the feather, good old-school ink and finish the chapters in my book of life..

..the difficult thing is to write many chapters at the same time..