life's decision..

yesterday I have decided to stop my studies. Although I did not do bad in my studies, my personal life was quite impacted. I gained waight and have more than 20 kilos more due to overeating myself, I did not do any sport while I was (am) studying, just a bit (sometimes went with my friends to play squash or tennis), I did not sleep more than 6 hours a day for more than a year and at the end I just decided that I will now focus more on my family and raising a kiddo, building a house and then (maybe) if I will not degenerate and become absolutely stupid I may try to finish my studies. The fact that I have studied because I like it, because I like to do some research, to read stuff which would broaden my horizons, I can do it also if I am not in school, but still following up the magazines and trends in my major of philosophy. Anyway, the decision was not so easy.. not at all.. the many "why not" reasons I found also many "why yes" reasons. At the end, it seams I am lazy to continue, however I do not like to admit that