natural schizophrenia

like i would lie in two different worlds. one cold one turning about money, word wars and selfishenss and the other one filler with wam caress, enriching discussions and love. there would not be the second world without the first one. all what i want to make the second world big enough..

there are two different kind of wars. in one world the war respects the archaic rules, honesty and respect. other was is fight with all kinds of poisoned tricks. in the fisrt kind of wars you grow up in the second one you need to gifht for your own life. both kind of wars are "must to" be lived through to become complete. one thing is very important - dont mix the habits of the two kinds of war!