to take responsibility..

of course.. those who were dreaming about the better life have some idea what they would like to have.. their souls were dreaming about it.. about the place where to live.. it seems to be difficult to get there, difficult to achieve such dream..

it is difficult, it is so difficult as we do it.. life is captured in our little steps we are doing towards *something*.. towards our death.. how we will end, what we will feel, being good, or being bad.. that's what we have in our hands.. we cannot blame the others.. poor human who doens't take the decision, the responsibility of th life!

i dream about my life.. many times.. i know how the top of the mountain look like.. it is not always the same top, but the mountain is not changing so much.. the dreams are maybe changing some colors, but the same is in generall the same.. dunno which little step will be the next one.. that must be decided by the current circumstances.. but the path, thats what we can choose..