dreams again..

no dreams while i was sleeping. i know that somewhere deep down in my soul, in my mind, there were miracle lands full of fallish and spring time, full of fresh breeze and wood-honey smell was tickeling my nose.. but at the surface it looked very calm..

all the storms, all the good anger i carry in me.. i am trying to live, to live my life with one woman, with the most beautiful one, i feel for her and i believe in her.. i am her friend and i am her love, that's what i feel now.. i cannot be stucked with the thoughts that i will loose her, i need to live and time will reveal me the secrets.. i cannot be focused on many things, because i wouldnt be perfect in all of them, but i can have my main dream and beside it, my little cute dreams..

i love myths and i love history.. i decided and i would like to declare here, to let the words leave my mind and be written somewhere like a law.. i decided to enrich the world, the culture by love, by love to myths, by love to my best friend, to a woman i treasure the most..

i would like to study hungarian mythology, culture, connections.. i would like to leave the hungarian marks for future generations, i would like to live like a humble person, i dont need to be so rich that i wouldnt be able to decide what to buy, but i want to live a nice life, to have time for my love, for my passion, to explore the secrets of life, to do love in the mornings, to take her hand and walk through a forest full of little chapels, to lay in the grass and watch the moving clouds, to protect the most precious one, to drink tea and read books, to swimm in the river, to walk every day, to sit down, look into her eyes and let her read who is she for me..

dear sun, dear luna, stay with me on my way!