she..

who we are? what is our life? do i want to wake up everyday early in the morning and go to the office? do i want to spend my lovely life in the office? this is a tiny revolution in me.. i dont have work.. i love it and i think also for human being it is necessary to work.. but i think a work.. something for yourself.. something what will bring you joy, something what doens't suck the energy from you..

the days become to be grey, mon till fri.. everyday.. the same.. waking up, towards office, finish.. and then my life starts.. everyday i eat 8 hours of my life by doing something what doens't bring me joy..

this is the revolution in me.. i miss my studies, i have the thirst for knowledge.. i miss my lady coz she is not living here.. i miss the moments of joy, with her, with friends, to travel, scotland, argue and then talk, love and sadness, lovely experiences and mystical nature, i miss her smile..

i am sad..