going on..

life seems to always keep some surprises for the last moment. reading blogs of my fellow friends, or those I keep in my heart but I do not want to ruin their lives by showing up.. life is beautiful and it always makes sense only by watching in the past.. then all the clues and hits get a background, reason and many of the deeds done turn out to be mistakes or good steps.. my life is like a rainbow. I do regret some things, some of them which closed some paths for me, I do keep nice memories and build fantasies about those. I do feel happy about some things, steps I made and I am thankful to God for those as well. I am becoming a father..