awesome, I just did not expect that after days with almost no sun in working days when it is dark when you enter the office and again dark when you leave home, that I will experience a beautifully sunny Saturday.
the sun just fills the heart with joy and moments of happiness. thinking about past times, about people I dared to call friends living in Budapest and I must tell I miss them a lot. My life took a round which is a wonder, I took steps leading me towards a family, my baby is growing in my wife's belly, she is prettier than ever. She worries about a baby, is she or he will be all right, if she is doing the right think not eating this and that. If there will be enough money for us when she will not work.. question.. how it was in the past? in those times only men were working and voilá 21st century, men and women working, having almost the same rights and yet when a woman wants to spend a time on maternity leave, comes a question for money.
stories and fates about a man appeared in my mind. he lives in east Hungary in a small village. the name of the village has something to do with Italians. he is a hardworking man and I truly believe what I was told by her.. by my soulmate.. by somebody I betrayed and yet I take as closest to my heart. Somebody who sees into me and can judge me.. judge me because the verdicts are based on what the person sees as truth, no assumptions.
I am looking forward to have a family, I am a happy man, I know we can go through all possible difficulties, I know I will raise my family close to nature, in a house just next to a forest, far from the city. why? I was raised in a town, capital of Slovakia and capital of Czechs. I got a proper education and fair enough of love into my heart from my parents? what is so bad about living in a city?
nothing, truly nothing, one of the reasons of my decision is quite simple. Living in a city I always remember trips or just walks into nature, when I went with a group of friends under tents, when we sang by the fire and when we were having our weekend sleeping in a tent, roasting meat in the fire, listening to all nature's sounds and just being.. hmm.. how to say.. FREE
that's probably the reason why I want to go out of the city borders. another example could be the following, knowing somebody who grew up in a village far from the capital, who has loving parents and who is closer to nature than I am, who likes to swim in a river and hates pools, who can lighten up a room when a smile comes on the face.
I want to give my children the same.. to have close feeling with nature and to see the culture also from the other side of a human river.
My wife is a lovely being. I am pretty sure she will be a great mother and will spend heck a lot of time with kids. Not that I would not be jealous about that. She cooks pretty well, though I always think she could cook more. She has a sense for tideness, peace and music.. ou yeah, music. Almost all books in our library are about music.. dont take me wrong, but time to time I am getting crazy about that.
Life is a treasure of secrets..
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