overall restart..

I dont know where I got. I do not recognize it here, I do not know myself. Somewhere I took a darkish road and I do not remember where, I do not like this place, I do not like the fact that I do not know what is happening, where I am and in what I've changed. Looking in the mirror and the face comes to be the same as before, but under the face, my thoughts, my will and my soul were changed. Intentionaly? I can ask myself many times a questions why I did some steps, while all the warning signs were blinking and whisteling, obviously telling me not do walk this way. No, stubborn Michal, stubborn man, you just go straight instead of stopping yourself for a while and focus. Do not you remember? She was telling it to you so many times and you still did not take a hint? To be focused. That's what about this is. To be focused, not to fly over, but to sink deep, to stop and feel instead of going there and back without any result. And now, you are here, at this place, you do not like it, you ask yourself why you let this happen and there is no way back. Life continues like there would not be any changes, the time does tick tack, tick tack and does not take in consideration that some of us are trying to solve their own rubik's cubes.