Situations..

Are never easy when the decision is 'just' up to you. No matter if you need to decide what kind of ice cream your child gets or you want to change a law which will affect many people. Always there will be a moment when you will need to become the other one and imagine how 'the one' sees the situation. I mean, even if we ride a car, talk with somebody, or act in some way, we always need to think in more.. to include the thinking of others, therefore it can't be just us, but WE who will decide the final step. Would a man want to think only for him/herself, then a place,cut from society, is the best option.

There must be..

A starting point.. you know, a place in time when u will say now.. it must be this weekend. It has to be, otherwise I will come to a dead end. I am physically prepared so only the will.. sorry.. the Will must be with me. Running, learning, relax, exercise, learning, thinking, cooking, that will be my Saturday. Question mark for Sunday, maybe a visit, maybe free day. But the massive learning kick off has to be this weekend. Howg

Ahh.. again

Monday morning..work.. archery where I am not going today as we have promised to my sister to go with her for sushi. Weekend passed by so quickly that I did not even take time to learn for my history exam in November. Still the same and yet there is a change in the week's life circle. The life around us goes forward. Other countries current being, elections, school year, vacations, changes of all kind. Sometimes I wish I could stop the time, I could add a bit more to moments with my family and friends and take some from hard times. But it seems time is one of the tools helping us to understand how precious are the moments by doing them 'short' and  not everlasting. Hold on can one say, but there is no time to hold on, life is changing to history in seconds and we can't stop it.

New kind..

Of happiness in my heart? We can call it the peaceful happiness. Like a settled one. My family, my wife and my son seem to be like a paradise island in the rough see. They are like my lighthouse. You know the feeling. Being proud of something or of somebody. Well being a lion I sit under the tree and happily yawn because it seems everything is as it should be.
I feel I got much more for luck and so in my hands compared to others. And I feel I need to pass that feeling on. To give the happiness to somebody else. Also because I wonder why me. I was (and I am not) an extraordinarily good boy, just the opposite, yet I feel piece by piece I am indeed very happy man.

Back again..

In work, in life?, among people I meet usually every day. Survived the day in the office after one week of vacation. Started to read a book from Erazim Kohák about green ethics. Environment and our morals, that what the book is about. I highly recommend the book to everybody who cares about life.. his or her own and the soul.