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Dear, you know my situation&you know I can't blame anybody but myself. I love to philosophise with you&I did not give up my hungarian language affection. I honestly respect everything connected with you&looking back I can only THANK God for you.I don't dare to say more now,I don't know where I am heading, but I know that whatever will happen I have met&settled in my heart one of the most precious people in my life, your friends&my ever closest soulmate, you.

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there is not one day when I would not think about her.

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All what I was afraid that will come from her did really come. All my fears in my mind became true, but it was not her, the one I was suspecting, it was me myself. All my fears realized in me and became true. Trully, until we do not know ourselfs we should not judge others.