oh my goodness..

where is it? trying to look for it.. where is the goodness?.. seems that everything around me is fulfilled with selfishness.. i would lie, not everything, there are still some lighthouses showing me the way with their light, pure, warm and light full of goodness.. but still it is not enough.. or maybe it is, just it is disappearing in the world so easy.

the way of being selfish is an easy way, it is something what can be recognized very well, something what shines, something what blinks.. being good means to do sacrifices, means to be hidden and let the deeds speak instead.. but who'll listen to them? who'll see them?

again i found out, that if i would like to survive, to life my dream life the harmony needs to be set up. if there is an extrem there should be an extrem at the other end of the pole. the life should be full of different things, like a rainbow, like a night and day. a bit lazy, but also hardworking. it is not good to be too much lazy or too much hardworking.. put it in harmony and life is brightfull..