in pub feeling lonely..

sitting in a pub in bratislava. not hungry nor thirsty however feeling lost, feeling alone, missing my opposite part. feeling like a traveler who would leave the cozy home. i love adventure, i love walking in nature, i love thinking about life.

your inner world is her. you have a bit of her in you. feeling lovenly coz i am missing a girl. i am missing a marvelous girl. she came and burned everything what was mine. thats what i was thinking. in fact she came and let me grow. she put the thirst into my heart. she set up the challenge of my life. she bites, she screams, she cries, she loves, she gives. she is beautiful. she playes with her own rules. i am missing this girl whoever would say that i am crazy, maybe i am , just i cannot stop loving her. struggles, pain, tears, anger. everything is part of this world. i fight with it. does she see what i am? does she see what i am doing? does she love me? or does she love her idea of man and tries me to put in that? to change me into her idea?

i grow and i love. i love her, just her. she is not superficial, she is not normal, she is crazy and full of colors. i love her. there is nothing what would stop loving me her. nothing except her!!