moody..

Today was a pretty moody day. Dunno why, but since I woke up I was just thinking what the other one is thinking about. Is it me. Is it not me? Why does she not think about me? If she does, then why is she thinking about me? In a good way? And if she does not think about me, then why not if if I would be her I would be thinking about myself? Just a 'funny' day it was at the beginning it became even worse in the afternoon, when I was just guessing she does not love me, and then why does she not love me and then how come she does not love me and it ended up so that when she does not love me that I do not love her neither. This you can take as a complete nonsense.
Life does not work like it was in my mind today. It is never so easy and never so direct as in each of us are many reasons and many feelings which we are not even able to describe or admit to ourselfs. Life is just a bigger rubik's cube and not everybody will ever put all colors at the same place.