My attend to continue learning hungarian language was destroyed by my lack of time. I am still quite not sure if this is a good or bad message. As I feel it know it seems to put me aside of my inner wishes, on the other hand it cuts some other connections and sets a bit more freedom? If this is my reason of thoughts, then I rather do not wish to write here the words of my heart beats. Life is a very complicated thing where it is impossible to see the end of our actions. There are so many variables that witht my current brain setup is just quite impossible. What a pity..