happiness..

there is a status called happiness.. i would like to bound this status with weather.. because it is like weather.. one time you are happy and after some moments a big storm full of sad things will go over you and the happiness is gone.. for a while..

'try to change the perception and you can see the happiness'.. that's what i read.. for sure there is a seed of truth in the sentence.. bad things happen.. and i know.. that sometimes.. happiness can be fight with such silly things as human thirst.. thirst for more.. more things.. more love, because someone think that the other one do not love him enough.. more money

'you need to be humble' and 'behave'.. told me my beloved one.. she is right.. though i always argue with the behave command.. dunno why.. maybe when i hear it.. it sounds me like.. behave, because you are in society and what would the others think about you?.. how to live freely? how to set up an anarchy when the true sentence should be the kant's imperative, which i would translate as.. 'your borders end there where the border of others starts'

feel free.. mix the different potions.. the society with your wild soul.. do it if you would like to survive.. my advise is to put there a big portion of love, soul, mind and a small portion of society.. just the purest one..

i cannot help myself.. today my kind friend told me that i shine, that i have to be in love.. she was right..