one day before..

friday and i again went to library.. it is a deadline day.. tomorrow exams will come and i have still a chance to learn something.. i know all around the world they say that we should give ourselfs relax before any mind exams, but i dont think this works for me, i am much more calmer if i again check the knowledge i was able to gather and then i get piece in form of a calm night - otherwise i would tell myself that i did not do all what was needed for it.. that i was lazy and did not prepare enough.. i have a very good mood, we plan a trip abroad again and this time it could be very nice cultural city in italy or spain.. who knows maybe we will end up in croatia between many czech citizens who decided to go for "cheap" vacation..

moving out of the flat, thats what awaits me in the next weeks, firstly to find a flat with a good price, then move in and sell the old one.. the best thing would be to have all this behind me already.. well i am pretty curious how this little big flat story will end..

thoughts..

so many things around you and you have to pick just one.. "if you take one way you sacrifice the other one" and once you come back you are a 'different' person..

loneliness..

what it is about what we all are doing? tell me someone.. why if i wake up with a feeling of missing someone/something then what is the reality if however i do pay attention to it in fact i cannot change the reality much.. there is something funny here, the lifes of the others seem to be much more easier than ours - they are not..