truth.. is not relative, it is absolute..

I was wondering whether exists a book which would be filled with truth, nothing just truth and so far did not find any. Starting with phylosophy, going trough mechanics till economics.. nothing. At the end what is truth? We can't find truth which would be acceptable for everybody. (that does not mean it can't be truth). I would like to differentiate a little thing here. There is more or less a little gap between truth and fact. Everything what is a fact (e.g. gravity) does not have to be truth in a given statement. We need to work with facts and put them in sentences so we could embrace the truth itself. That's the power of words. Unfortunately so far I've met mainly temporary truths. The sun is beautifuly yellow said my girlfriend. Yeah, it was yellow in 'that' moment, beautifuly?! for whom? Coming to the fact that truth is relative.. But then where we could stand without falling down in the next few decades? Where is the solid ground of absolute truth? One could say we can find the absolute truth in faith (do not blame me I know faith can't be measured in nowadays spectrum), another could say truth is everything what we take into our lifes, life with it, according to that. It is truth for us. It might be changed in time, but in that particular time it is with is, it is absolute. The sun is beautifuly yellow.

mankind.. a weak fighter

it just crossed my mind when I was travelling in a tram and saw a guy with a shopping back, smoking a cigarette and trying to drink a coke at the same time. I was askin myself, why is this guy doing it and then the answer just popped up in my mind. Our mankind is a weak fighter, we are no more questioning ourselfs for functionalism, but we are eaten, honestly, we let ourselfs be eaten by our weaknesses. Lets take the coke for example. It is full of sugar and other ingredients our body does not require (as we are feeded well for imporant ingredients in other meals). Why do we not drink 'just' water? It would be just enough, it gives us what we require, but nowadays it is not enough, we do not think more about what we need, but what we want, what for we have a taste, what would satisfy this and that and we are becoming more and more dependant on such way of thinking, changing the world to serve us in this way. But the world will not serve us forever..

leaving my body..

there was a very nice moment described in one episode of Animatrix (ANIMATRIX: World record). This episode describes how in extreme situations we are loosing our senses, we are, I would say, leaving our body, pain is not anymore a problem, we breathe in and out as it is needed, with so much oxigen in our veins we make the brain a bit apathetic. In this state, I do not count seconds, time does not exists for me (though it must exists, because without time, there is no movement), world becomes blurry and the only important thing, center point is me. The whole day we do focus ourselfs out, in these precious moments I focus myself in. Such feeling is giving me freedom, is making me feel cozy, is letting thoughts burried with trash coming in throughout the day coming up on the surface where I can pick the up and play with them.

If you are not sure what I am talking here about, check this Animatrix: World record eposode out