mi otra parte..

this post.. i am writing it a bit unsure.. why? because it will clarify some things.. it will show me who am i and give me some answers.. and i am eager for answers..

last week, my beautiful woman was at home, with her parents.. same time, i was in my flat.. both we were thinking about the same topic, about love, and both we came to a similar conclusion, to similar questions, to similar thougths..

this weekend.. we wrote each other few messages.. happened that we were writing one of them at the same time.. this i take as a coincidence.. but then.. and now i am not sure if yes or not.. because i still did not talk with her.. i was thinking about my role here in the world.. i was thinking about my personal legend, about my dreams, whom i would like to become.. what is my heart telling me.. and i am suspicious, that she was thinking about the same.. if not, she will tell me, if yes, i will know it too..

written above doesnt have anything in common with the topic..

the topic is just simple expression of what i feel to her.. i feel understanding.. i feel that i can see what she has on her mind, in her soul.. i think that i can feel what does she mean.. not all the time.. but i try to.. i feel that she see who i am.. that she understands me.. like best friends.. i feel that i can be myself with her! and thats what is important for me.. not to pretend, but live.. live my life, live the life for me.. for her.. for us

to be proud..

i need to share with the world how proud i am of my beautiful woman.. of the little girl, of the marvelous fairy, of her and just her..
she is just full of secrets, hidden spells, beautiful places and personally i think, that she is like flower (no wonder, that such comparison exists) she needs to be taken care of to let her bloom, to let her grow (the little prince, antoine de saint-exupéry).. she has such a beautiful soul, hidden in a gorgeous body.. she can do wonders, i know it.. i know it, because i experienced few of them.. she is the warrior of light (paulo coelho) and i know, that she has the will, she has the thirst.. i know, that she can change the world..

i start to believe that my personal legend is to become a guardian, like the little prince knows, that the flower is precious, just because she is the one, i know that my little flower is precious too and i treasure her.

more and more.. i think that i was born to understand a bit, to change a bit some rules.. i feel that i am becoming someone

tonight..

wanted to start a nice post, about differences between men and women, wanted to show how we need each other, wanted to clarify what is my perception and the only one i did was that i wrote the title of the post.. then i wanted to start writing about the differences, but i did not do it.. i was blocked, instead of thinking about the differences, i found myself thinking about all the things i love on my marvelous woman.

i have saved the post about differences and started to write a post about things i love on my beloved one.. i got stucked in the middle of the post.. i found myself thinking about the fact, that this will even more re-assure her about my love towards her, instead of letting her being unsure..

strange thing, i do not want to let her be unsure.. since the man was born, we let, in all the centuries woman know, that if we love, we give everything.. if we get burned, might happen, that a bad man will become from us.. they know that they have our heart in their beautiful hands.. they desire it, they desire devotion, they desire the thirst we have for them.. it was always like that..
strange thing, we need to let the feel unsure.. since the woman was born, they know, that without us, they wouldnt have the feeling just we can give them.. if they get burned, might happen, that a cruel woman will become from them.. they know that only we can provide them what they need..

in all the centuries, we play a game.. no one will win.. but this game keeps us together.. the rules are still the same, they did not change.. and they never will